Don’t feel bad. I’ve done both worked and stood at home. In these days many mom’s have to work. I think it’s easier once the little ones are in school. It is very hard to be away at work and you feel like your missing out because they grow so fast.
Why did you feel bad? Because of the heavy load? Some people are frustrated by the fact that they do not spend much time with their children. I am often criticized for working, but I don’t feel good without my work. Of course, it is difficult but allows me to live actively.